A Black Feather, A poison pen... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sunbeams are not made like me Saturday night, nothing good going on at Modified tonight that i know of, never going back to Axis/Radius again after that one night a while back, Priv� is no more, and besides, Saturday is the night when they did the whole "ghetto-fabulous" thing and i'm sorry, but, umm....no. I don't like the idea of the club scene anyway, since i made the decision so long ago to no longer simply be the life-support and guidance-system for my cock it has lost most of its allure (almost like why my experiences associating with dancers is why i don't go to strip clubs anymore), and besides the simple mechanics of attraction have never really been my primary motivation to talk to a woman. i don't like the meet (meat) - market vibe you get in those places anymore, and don't want to be one of those older dudes i used to both laugh at, feel bad for, and despise at the same time; still trying to play at being who they used to be, still trying to be alpha-males when the reality is that they have long since been put out to pasture and, the midlife crisis divorced guys who are suddenly thinking that they are 21 again mostly in some attempt to spite their ex-wives. i don't fit any of the categories that play well in those places, too reclusive and mundane on the visible surface, rarely, if ever, attracting a second glance and far too strange beneath the surface to not ultimately result in weirding people out. people tell me "just be yourself" sometimes....hah...i don't eve rember who that guy is, last time i saw him was sometime back in '88. Heh, if i opt for the honest, balls-out truth-in-advertising approach, i've got a hell of a pick-up line i should try out.... "hi! i'm kind of a weirdo and occasionally something of a loser, but i was just sitting in the back debating with the voices in my head and they won, so i was wondering...would it be terribly inappropriate of me to buy you a drink?" Now Spinning: Depeche Mode Music for the Masses 12:36 a.m. - 2003-02-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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