A Black Feather, A poison pen... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- belief without supporting evidence is something for priests and politicians to request of the masses The nature of my jealousies isn't rooted in possessiveness, but a sense of exclusion. not because i perceive the subject of my affection/love/lust to be "mine," per se, but because there always ends up being a point where in the context of the situation i end up feeling comparatively inferior... this person was deemed worthy of [this, that, or the other] but i wasn't and at the same time i am asked not to feel diminished or in any way slighted by these occurrences if i was the one trying to convince someone that i cared and if my social currency wasn't so utterly devalued as to make such an occurrence highly un-fucking-likely anyway, i certainly wouldn't make mention of any (ahem) residues that one of my lays left behind, thank you very much and don't try to pass your own penchant for drama off as being "volatile" while ripping on me for what amounts to the same goddamned thing. fuck that. and i still haven't made that particular call just yet because i see just how well it seems to be doing for everyone else lately 7:33 p.m. - 2003-11-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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